Single Victoria

I have split personalities. {ok, not really} but I have definitely noticed something about myself. The "In a relationship Victoria" and the "Single Victoria" are two very different Victorias. 
 
Here are their shared qualites:
 
-Friendly
-Outgoing
-Active
-Happy
-Loyal
-Fun
 
Here are "In a relationship Victoria" qualities, that "Single Victoria" seems to lack:
 
-Caring
-Thoughtful
-Sensitive
-Emotional
-Organized
-Boring 
 
Here are the "Single Victoria" qualties that "In a relationship Victoria" misses out on:
 
-Spontaneous
-Wild
-Care-free
-Laid back
-Flirty 
-Borderline Alchoholic
 
I have been thinking about this for a while and have come to the conclusion that I am really not sure which Victoria is the best Victoria. Obviously in the past, the "In a relationship Victoria" needed quite a few adjustments, but as of late, I can really see myself being an awesome, well balanced girlfriend for the right guy. 
 
And then on the other hand, there is the fact that from age 17 to 22, 48 months have gone by and I have been single a whole whopping 5 months out of the 48... which leaves much to be desired of truly knowing what "Single Victoria" is really like.
 
The thing is, I have really changed. I really, and let me stress... REALLY don't care about dating anymore. I've met a good amount of guys in the past 6 weeks, and some have gotten my number, they text me wanting to make plans, I went on a date.... but I just don't care. Maybe it's the fact that I haven't really clicked with any guys I've met, maybe it's the fact that I still haven't truly moved on when it comes to JB, or maybe it's just that my sub-concious is telling me BE SINGLE for once.
 
Whatever the reason, I have to say I am impressed by "Single Victoria" {{yes I am referring to myself in the third person, it's my blog and I do what I want}} I am impressed by her strength, will power, and determination on a daily basis.
 
Do I still have weak moments? Of course, I'm only human {{I know you guys all thought I was like Wonder Woman or something... right? ;) }} There are times I cry, there are times I feel lonely, but you know what? I get it over with and I MOVE ON. What else can you do? Life goes on, people change, things change, that's life. Hopefully one day the man of my dreams will walk in to my life and sweep me off my feet, but until then I am not going to sit around waiting on him, he will find me when the time is right.
 
All I know is that each day is a gift, and whether I am sharing that day with someone I love, or just sharing it with myself I am NOT going to let it go to waste. I love finding the joy and happiness in each day, even if it's just smiling at a stranger in a coffee shop, or bantering with a guy at the gym about how much we both love Mocha Madness shakes and promising to have a bball match together, winner buys the other a shake ;) {{yeah, I know I suck at bball.... what can I say, I'm a gambler... or maybe just a sucker for cute guys in gym shorts :) }}
 
My point is, be who you are. Whether you are in a relationship or not, be YOU. Do what's best for you, and everything else will fall in to place.

P.S. Single Victoria ROCKS.







 
 <3 Victoria