<3 Forever and Always <3

There aren't enough words to describe the way I feel these days... I can't believe I am living a dream come true. I spent another weekend with Taylor this past weekend, it was the most amazing one yet. We got a million times closer. I drove up Friday and loved being by his side. On saturday I hung out with his mom, cousin, step dad, and family friend and they were so welcoming as usual. They teased me about how serious Taylor and I are, his mom laughed about when she should book our wedding. I love them, I feel like I fit in perfectly. When Taylor got off of work on Saturday we drove up to Houston so he could meet my Dad. We had a great night. We went out to dinner and talked, got some beer and played pool at the condo. Taylor and I stayed up late talking and laughing. When I am with him I just feel free, I feel like he is the one person god put on this earth to love me and for me to love. There isn't one thing he does that ever upsets me or makes me feel taken forgranted.

Sunday morning brought us closer than I could have imagined. Taylor got an email from my ex, Craig. Craig said some terrible things about me, most of which were untrue. Taylor was amazing... he didn't freak out or yell, he hates to actually, he just asked me the truth and I told him, he said the past is the past and you haven't betrayed my trust yet, the we have  clean slate, and we will make great memories. The one thing he wanted to make sure of was that I didn't still have feelings for Craig... WOW. I laughed out loud when he asked me that. How I could have feelings for someone who in the same email, said I was a good person and he loved me, then called me a "revolving door" and a "cheating ho-bag" both which if you ask anyone they would tell you are untrue statements. After everything I did for Craig, after the 2 years I put into our relationship he says those things about me? I hate him. I told Taylor that too. I have not one ounce of love or respect for Craig Moncus. I could care less what happens to him. Anyway Taylor and I just ignored his little outburst we could care less. 

That's what I love about Taylor, he is so calm and looks at things from everyone's perspective and takes his time before making rash decisions. Since then we have been even closer, haha its funny cause I am sure that is that last things Craig meant to do by sending that email, was make Taylor and I closer, but it did :) 

We know that this is all really fast, but he tells me all the time he couldn't ask God for any more than me we are really falling in love, we fit together perfectly. We communicate so well and I love everything about him. I can't stop thinking about him, talking about him, everything to do with him I just adore. I'm so happy. He wants me to move up there in December, his mom is going to get me a job and Im going to register for school there and we will have our own place :) I can't wait. I just know he and I are going to be together for a very long time, if not forever. Anyway more to come on that subject later!

On Sunday we had a great lunch with my Dad and then headed back to Dallas. We stopped in Centerville to see Taylor's uncle, aunt, and other cousin, it was fun. His uncle has A LOT of land and he showed me around on a four wheeler and his family is so welcoming and nice! Sunday night I did homework and he gave me a massage, then we went to bed and laid awake talking and just enjoyed being in each other's arms. I headed back to Austin this morning for school, and I already miss him like crazy... He is going to come see me this weekend since I can't go up there because of my play. 

So this was an entire blog about Taylor, but he is all I think, taste, touch, and feel these days haha. Anyway hope everyone has a great week, below are some pics from the weekend!