When You Know, You Know ;)

I feel like I am walking around in a daze. I feel like I am in some fairy tale that I can't believe will have a happy ending. I think I'm falling in love for the first time. I thought I knew what love was, I was so sure that I knew what it felt like to be this head over heels... I was so wrong. When I wake up in the morning he is the first person I think about, and when I go to sleep at night it's the same. 

The most amazing part of all of this is that he feels the same way! He is always finding ways to make me weak in the knees. He tells me he is "wrapped around my finger" and that now I am "his whole world", and anything I want he will make it come true. When he told me that it reminded me of Twilight when Edward was like "You are my world now" (yes I know im a loser) I just have the biggest grin ear to ear everyday, everywhere I go, people probably think I am high haha. I feel like the luckiest girl in the world. It just hits you hard in the chest and knocks the wind out of you, "I found the one" it's unbelievable. I have two songs that remind me of him sooo much. "Bless The Broken Road" and "Here" by Rascal Flatts, they are exactly how I feel. Here are some lyrics

"And I thought I found it a couple times, even settled down
And I'd hang around just long enough
To find my way back out
I know now the place that I was trying to reach
Was you, right here in front of me And I wouldn't change a thing
I'd walk right back through the rain
Back to every broken heart
On the day that it was breakin'
And I'd relive all the years
And be thankful for the tears
I've cried with every stumbled step
That led to you and got me here, right here

It's amazing what I let my heart go through
To get me where it got me
In this moment here with you
And it passed me by
God knows how many times
I was so caught up in holding
What I never thought I'd find
I know now, there's a million roads
I had to take
To get me in your arms this way"

"I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like Northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true"

I feel so amazingly blessed, I had no idea love would find me this soon. I haven't told him I love him yet, he hints at it all the time, and I know it is soon, but it's just one of those things where it's like "when you know, you know" Ha-ha I feel so corny. He is everything I ever wanted in a man.

I love him. I mean it's still growing, and I haven't said it yet, I haven't even said it aloud ha-ha. But I do. I love him. He's perfect.