Learning to Live Again

So it's been a couple of weeks since my last post... or at least it feels like it! My life runs in fast forward I think, because I feel like I do so much in such short periods of time. I will start this out by saying that I am happy :) For the first time I really feel like I am loving myself above anyone else and really taking the steps toward bettering myself; instead of just talking about it. Ever since we moved in to our new place, you wouldn't be able to recognize me! I have been cooking meals, eating healthy, cleaning the kitchen BEFORE it gets messy, sweeping the floors once a day, organized my room to a tee, I put all my clothes away everyday and keep my bed made, I have really been trying to keep up with everything that used to bother me about myself.

I feel like I harldy sit down anymore or waste any time at all. I have made a few changes and plan on making more, I changed my number because I am finally ready to close Taylor and I's chapter and let him go. I got highlights in my hair and am planning on gradually going blonde for a bit (just to see if the old saying is true and if blondes really do have more fun ;) ) I am starting my amazing semester of classes next week and I am really excited about that! I am taking, Golf, Self Defense, Softball, Ballet, Voice, and Acting IV!!! (Thanks to my wonderful parents for supporting my class choices, and keeping me able to do what I love, love you Mom and Jim) OH my goodness this semester is going to absolutely rock!! I am getting into shape and having waaay too much fun doing it. I have already lost about 15 pounds since the breakup... and I plan to drop another 40 by Halloween :)

I have been going out a lot lately, sometimes with friends, sometimes on my own, hustling men at pool and meeting a bunch of new people. I have really enjoyed being able to be so confident on my own, and going out to have a good time without wanting or needing to "meet someone" I am perfectly fine with going home and sleeping all alone in my king sized bed :) I have some pictures of my new room and new hair but I have to wait until the internet at my house gets turned back on to upload them, but rest assured I will be documenting this amazing new beginning to my life! I hope you all had a wonderful weekend, I will post again soon :)