"Amazing"

Well we are all moved in to our apartment! It has been more than wonderful. I can't even explain how happy I am! Our apartment is sooo nice! Its really big, and Taylor got us a really nice King size bed and bedroom furniture, it has nice carpet and flooring, brand new cabinets, new appliances, I absolutely love it and it already feels like home. Nahal and I were going through all my things when we were unpacking them and I found my diary from last year, it was so sad reading how depressed and lifeless I was. I felt so helpless back then and taken for granted and I think about how I feel now and I feel so amazingly blessed. That's the best word to describe my life now, amazing. 

Taylor, Cody, Nahal, and I went shopping for everything we would need for our apartment and it was a lot of fun, Taylor lets me do whatever I want, pick colors for things, decorate however I want. He is so great. We work together so well and we bring out the best in eachother. We had so much fun putting away all of our stuff, our apartment is so clean and Taylor is really great about picking up all his stuff and putting his clothes in the hamper, putting dishes in the dishwasher BEFORE they pile up, he even hangs up his towels!! When I was with Craig, those things would have seemed like miracles to me! Last night we didn't have to go to bed early because Taylor doesn't work until one on Sundays. So we stayed up drinking crown and coke, we had all the candles lit, the Christmas tree all lit up, and we were hanging up all our pictures and just enjoying eachother's company. I love how he and I don't have to be doing anything and we can have the most amazing time.

His mom asked him when we were going to get married last night. And I laughed and said "didn't we say 24 was the best age to get married?" Then he laughed and said "I love you so much Victoria, I'm marrying you way before we turn 24." And I just realized how perfect we are together, we work together well, we never use an angry tone with eachother, never say a cross word even when we disagree. Its so refreshing... for a while it felt so strange to me that we didn't fight, that he didn't call me names, cause it was all I was used to. But now I realize that's not how it should be. I just never thought I would be this lucky. Nahal and I talk about all the time, the fact that we have met two of the most amazing men in the world.


I start work tomorrow and Christmas is in two weeks. I really can't believe how fast time flies. It feels like just yesterday it was October and Taylor and I were just starting out. Im blessed and I couldn't ask God for anything more than he has already given me. Anyway, hope you all have a great December. Until next time!