Oh how I have missed thee! Let's become old friends again, deal?
Dear readers,
I'm sorry I've sucked so much lately! I really miss my creative outlet... I think I may just have gotten a little burnt out. Sometimes I miss just writing for myself... I got too wrapped up in trying to entertain and not being true to me, to what I needed to write about, instead of what I thought you guys would want to hear. But reading your blogs lately has made me realize that most of you aren't here to be entertained (it's just a bonus) We are to make connections, to care, give support and to be humbled by what each other go through in our daily lives! So here I am again, trying to pick it back up! I've missed you all so much.
Dear Nahal,
Talking to you somehow always seems to turn my world right side up again, I don't know if you will ever be able to appreciate how much you truly save me time and time again. We are both on opposite paths now, but I have complete faith that it will only make us stronger. All I know is that my world would never be complete without you in it. I love you.
Dear Mama,
Now more than ever I am realizing how much I need you. The funny thing is, I don't need you in the ways I once thought. I can take care of myself now, (for the most part) now I simply need your support, you loving words, just talking things through with you gives even the most complicated situations clarity. I can't wait to see how our adult relationship continues to blossom over the coming years. We have become the two pillars of our family, and alone we will be the matriarchs and build a life like the one we dream of, the one that started long ago on the sandy beaches and calming sea shores. I have faith that we will find adventure, peace, love, and more joy than we could have imagined, and we will find it together. I love you so very much.
Dear Life,
Sometimes (more often than not) I get discouraged by you. Every day you make me put forth an effort to seek out the glimmers of hope and happiness that are awaiting my arrival. But I believe, now more than ever, that your tests are simply those of my patience, that I am going through all of these trials because they will only make me stronger. Each obstacle I overcome, or goal that I complete only assures me that I am so capable of attaining any dream I may have. Bring on the road blocks, I will hurdle over them faster than you can throw them at me.
<3 Victoria
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