Home Sweet Home

I woke up this morning, and for a moment had forgotten where I was. I forgot that I moved into my own apartment. I forgot that I was alone, and that I didn't have to get dressed to walk in to my living room or wonder what I would find when I got out there.

After a few moments I remembered that it wasn't all a dream, that I was in my own apartment, and I let out a deep sigh. I feel so complete, so satisfied with myself. I have changed so much since I turned 18. It's strange to think that was only 4 years ago, and yet, so much has happened.

I had no idea how dependent I was on other people. I needed to be with someone, and I didn't know that about myself. I thought that I was healthy because I was supporting them, "they need me!" I would think. I didn't realize that the fact that they were leaning on me, meant that without them I thought I would fall. Without them I was incomplete... which isn't true, but deep down, I must have believed it.

I can tell that this life that I have built here in Dallas will lead me to the path of really and truly finding myself. I had no idea when I moved here 2 years ago, that the road would lead me to where I am now. But I have to believe that everything happens for a reason, and I am glad that it did. I really feel like this journey is just beginning, and how exciting is that!?

Enough with the heavy... Here are some pictures from my new apartment!

Below is the view from my front door, dontcha just love my IKEA decor? Hehe.

This is my kitchen! It is really spacious and perfect for cooking, it got used for the first time last night, Jessica and I made some chicken stirfry that was delicious :)

Here is the view from my kitchen, my lovely dishwear in plain view. You can also see into my bedroom, which I will not be posting pics of until it is fully decorated!

Here is the view of my front door, shoe rack, and last minute item basket, where I put stuff like keys, or things I need to remember to bring with me on my way out, for my ever-forgetful self!

Here is the AWESOME view from my balcony! Can't wait for summer time, some awesome parties, beer drinking, and tanning will be taking place down there by that pool ;)

And here is my lovely Christmas tree, compliments of Ms. Jacqui Meyer, and my view from the couch on these pretty nights we've been having :)

So there you have it. I am growing up. How cool.

<3 Victoria